I don't have long to go now....only about 4 days until my first exam. Somehow I'm not worried....strange. It always happens with a few days to go before an exam; I think that nothing matters anymore, and I start taking it easy and relaxing. Maybe its over-study trauma (as if I ever OVER study). I know I won't feel the same way on Monday though.

Yeah, besides studying I've been bludging, heh. I downloaded the Braveheart soundtrack and have been listening to that over and over, especially the 'Battle Of Stirling' track and 'For The Love Of A Princess'. The long drawn-out notes from an orchestra of violins and cellos and bagpipes.....so inspirational. Sometimes I listen to it and imagine that I'm in the midst of a battle, charging into the enemy, banners held high, sound of horns and drums and fighting men. And a princess, waiting quietly for me in a castle. OK fine, run away... yes yes I know, I'm a little crazy........

I can't wait till these exams are over. I'm looking forward to days in the sun, of music and laughter. Gosh, I haven't been out in ages. Sigh. Trapped in here. I gotta make new friends. Everyone is so busy these days.

Yeah, I won't be blogging for a while methinks. I have to bunker down, study study!!!
Good luck to all for your exams.

Dunno why I'm blogging right now...I really don't have that much to say. But then, I was reading other people's blogs (instead of studying) and it just gave me an urge to write.
Oh yeah...study....forgot about that...study...have to...yes...study. I have never been good at studying. I'm one of those people who ignore it, hoping and pretending it will go away....and then, a day before THE day, I find out, shit, no, the exam is STILL on and I have like one night to revise and...and...ARGH!! PAANIC!!!

Well, nothing much has happened since my last blog. Went to a friend's 21st on Friday night, which was really good cos I got to joke around with some new people, and finished up playing with Alice's little brother and getting bashed up by him. Saturday, went to help friend buy a new car, which was a real headache. Ended up signing two car contracts on the same day....don't ask.
Haha, Sunday was funny cos there were these two really flirty Korean girls in the shop. My friend Herman who was also working on the day was wearing a badge which read 'Trainee' on it. Anyway, Herman ended up serving the two girls, and one of them asked him whether his name was 'Trainee'. HAHAHAh.

Right now its 1.45am, and I'm sitting here listening as a saxophone plays of rain and tears through my hifi. There's something sadly beautiful about the night which the light of day can never reproduce. Why do we look up into the night sky and sigh? Why do we gaze longingly at the stars, and wish we could be there? I read once that every atom in our body somehow belonged to a star, millions and millions of years ago. Me and you...we are both stardust, yearning to rejoin the silent light of the heavens.