i watched Ashes of Time the other day.
such a beautiful movie

in it, leslie cheung says: "Man's biggest problem is that his memory is too good"

how true

all our troubles come from the fact that we remember, that we cant forget, cant let go...
if only there was magical wine like that in the movie that could make us forget, to start anew

but then, without memory, we would b nothing...just a leaf detached from a tree...

there is someone who i cant forget, who has given me the most precious and happiest memories of my life. i regret i did not use the time given to me to show you how much you mattered to me. the memories with you linger sweetly, and still i dwell on them in melancholy. if i had one more chance..............but no, it is too late. i know time passes and things change, but i will forever live in my memory of you, a fool in a fool's paradise...

(and rip L.Cheung)

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.....GO GO SPEED RACER!!!
yes yes, i know, i am quite the artiste

still raining today
i dunno, i kinda like it when it rains
like u know, that smell of wet grass and ozone
mmmmmm.....chicken

hm...im jus sitting at work now, waiting to go home
home sweet home

nothing to do
i keep msging this friend called chengy on icq, but i think she is barring me
Ooooooo chengy? Cheeeengy?

"Fly little one, FLy!!!"

ok, bye bye

oh yeah, if anyone reads this (does anyone?)
HAAAAARLO!!

yeah, i thought i mite start up my blog again, cos at work im sooo bored
yay

so here i am, transcribing my thoughts onto ur screen
a clouded mind wrought by flashes of white
a lone coconut lashed by restless grey seas
arise, ye winds, arise!!
come forth!!
smite all those who d....

ummm..ok..sorry

Haii....
21...
21 years of eating and breathing and sleeping
i find that my life is merely a continuous flow of mundane, a monotonous train journey punctuated by brief moments of anticipation, much disappointment and occasional false pretences of satisfaction and happiness.

today, as always, im stuck at work
digging and digging a deeper hole
how can people waste their lives sitting in offices and staring at flickering screens?
For what?
i know now that i could never work in places like this...i feel like im wasting away, wasting my life, a piece of wood being slowly whittled away...NOoooo..QUAAMIII!!!

damnit, uni's gonna start again soon
gah
(and Simon and Garfunkel sing: "Every day's an endless stream, of cigarettes and magazines....")

hmm...i need a holiday..
slow things down...