i feel so lost...
like my body is here and my mind is 10000ft in the clouds
pretty soon it will run out of air and die

damn, its raining tonite
if only the weather was my mood, then there would be storm clouds amidst the rainbows, and sunshine between the raindrops

God i feel like hell today

why are people so complicated?
why must they hide under so many skins, shedding and changing
i think some people are like russian dolls
they open up and you think you have discovered the true 'them', but then you find, there are many more 'thems' inside. sometimes there are so many that you can no longer distinguish between real and facade.

in some ways, getting to know someone is like opening a present. some presents come beautifully wrapped, all shiny surfaced and neatly taped. some presents are wrapped in tattered patches, loose flaps and recycled paper. but i have opened many a nicely-wrapped present to be disappointed by a useless salt and pepper set or an empty photo frame. and i have also been pleasantly surprised by some badly-wrapped present to find something that i can use or treasure or appreciate.

to all my friends: no matter how you come, you are that present that has pleasantly surprised me. you are that present that i can treasure and appreciate...and USE!!, HAHAhahahahAHah...sorry

wohoo
tomorow is last day at ibm
my gosh
10 weeks sitting on my bum. it sure has gotten big.
after tomorow, im free! free at last!
run Quami, RUUUUUUUUuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!
WUN LIKE THE WIND!!!

WUuuu......shit
i got uni on monday
ARGGGGGGGHhhhhhhh
and so it begins again
sigh....i wonder wat uni will b like this yr...prolly the same....going to class, sleeping in class, bludging class, sitting with friends, looking for friends, sitting by myself all nigelated and lonely-like
sigh